Waiting

I am on call this morning.  They are doing a big software conversion at work, and we are all supposed to be ready to come in to work as early as 8 am.  It is now 9:10, and I wish they would hurry up and call.  The fact that they haven't likely means that something went wrong, which likely means that everyone will be stresssssssed.

I am not good at waiting by the phone.  I always feel like I shouldn't get started with anything because I will just have to leave in the middle of it.  Then again, I guess this is better than them calling us in at 8 am just to sit around for hours doing nothing...or worse "busy work".

Nothing is really new...at all.  My back is sooooo much better, so I am very happy about that.  I just need to be conscious of it and be careful.  The chiropractor is awesome!  I am officially a convert.  I just hope my insurance company doesn't pull any more shit.  I am about to give them a pre-existing condition.

Being underemployed SUCKS.  I hate this.  I actually like my job for the most part, I just don't make enough money!  Plus I feel like they make promises they don't keep, which sucks.  I hate that, but I guess they figure they can get away with it with the economy in such a mess.  I could totally go on a rant about welfaeries right now, but I won't.

So, I am trying to think about other career options, and/or getting the hell out of NY.  Not that that will happen anytime in the immediate future because moving costs money.  It is a vicious circle.  UGH.

Blah blah fuckity.